Sitting on my hands

I haven't been this blocked since the last time I had a big change that I wasn't allowed to talk about, which was my divorce.

This time it's something exciting that's making me really happy, and is expanding my horizons, but since my ex-husband and I are negotiating and mediating about it, I can't say anything about it. Which is hard for me personally, but also blocking me here. I guess I feel like I'm lying. Like I don't really have pure input on anyone else's deal when I can't come clean about my own deal.

(No, I'm not in a relationship or pregnant or anything like that.)

I think I need to just get over myself and start posting again.

Gah.