Time for you to start believing the truth about yourself.
That doesn't mean magical thinking. For instance, I'm not trying to convince myself that I'm actually a dynamic and joyful cleaner.
It does mean looking at those lies you've been telling yourself, and figuring out what the truth really is, and then acting on that.
Your past is gone, stuck in 2008. So here's the present and future.
I'll start: I'm a strong, smart, capable, powerful woman who makes good decisions and does whatever she decides to do.